Currently trying to stop crying my heart out

Hi.

School is back which sucks. And all I see is people from college saying that people from high school should stop complaining and be thankful because they're not in college. That's funny because last year they were also complaining about high school. 

This just really annoys me. 

I complain a lot about school. And I hate school. Because I have no friends there. And I feel lonely and miserable when I'm at school and that's why I hate it. Not because I have to study. I obviously don't like to study but I know I have to do it so... 

Anyways, I'm here because I feel horrible. I have to go to school tomorrow. I feel so awful when I'm there. If people only knew. 

Since I moved here, that school has always been a nightmare for me, but this year is the worst by far. I barely know my classmates (even though we're been in the same class for two year now lol) and the ones I know are so shallow and ignorants. 

I try to be my happy self when I'm there, I swear. But it's so hard. I just want to get out of this place and come back home. I just want me and my family to be happy again.