Something that really annoys me is the fact that I can never describe what I'm feeling. But I have tons of feelings bursting in my head and I just want to write them down but I'm no poet or whatsoever. I wish I was though.
Anyways, it's sunday night and I am completely devastated because tomorrow is monday. School is so depressing right now, I've never hated school as much as I hate it now. People are just too rude and ignorant and I really can't stand it anymore. I used to think that the problem was me, that I didn't even try to know them but it's not true. The more I know them, the more I hate them. It has never been this bad. I've always had one or two people who I liked to be with, but those people made some pretty bad things and I can't be in the same room as them. I just can't. I basically pretend to be someone else when I go to school because I have to pretend that I don't hate them. I swear I try not to hate them but they keep giving me reasons to do so. And then I have my perfect little world with all my fictional characters and tv shows and I just want to stay there forever and ever. Which makes going to school even harder because I can't be in my little world there. I have to talk to those sneaky little bitches (I'm sorry for the language but it's true) and smile pretending that everything is fine, when all I want is to go home, listen to my music and dream about my fictional characters. I really hope things get better.
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