My Lab

I don't really know when I found internet. And when I say internet, I'm talking about tv shows, twitter, actors, tumblr, fandoms, all of that stuff that my friends don't know about. Right now, for me it's super normal to have a crush on a character of a tv show or book, it's super normal to watch tons of series and really feel everything the characters feel and be so into the story that all I can think about is that. But it wasn't always like this, and lately I've been trying to think how did I become this? Not that is a bad thing, I actually like to be like this because it's my protection, to be honest. I've created my own little world where vampires and werewolves exist, where I'm an olympic gymnast, where I'm a doctor, where I can fly, where I can go to London anytime I want, where I don't need to be anything I'm not, where I'm living my dreams. In that little world, I'm safe. No worries, only Hakuna Matata. The best thing about this world is that it will never change unless I want it to. It will always be there for me, it will understand me like no one can because after all, this world is me. I love being there. Sometimes I spend too much time in wonderland that I find myself moody and mad at everyone because real life becomes boring and sad sometimes. But the thing is, I think everyone has their own little world, all you need is imagination. When I was little I used to think that my brain was a lab and there was two scientists in that lab. Both women. One was really smart, always right, very focused. The other one was more fun and clumsy. And recently I found out that those two were my imaginary friends. Why did I say recently, you ask. Because I never really understand how people could have imaginary friends! When I was little I tried to have one or at least pretend... you know fake it till you make it. But now I realized that I did have imaginary friends. Oh well, the scientists became actors, actors became characters, and now I have tons people living in my lab. It's nice though. 

That's it. Stay tuned for more. Bamsssss. *some cool sound effect pops on*